LETTER TO SOFÍA
Tueuse d'anges, le Prêtresse de la Magie, that was your noble title, I remember when you told me the story; it gives me joy and pain to remember it. But I don't want to get off the subject of this letter. Which is pretty much to tell you how I feel, beauty.
It's funny because when I lost my father I was terrified of being alone in the world. Everything about being behind the Veil is so chaotic and frenetic. That terrified me, but I found you all and it ended up being the thing I loved most in life. It may sound silly, but I'd rather write it down again, for the old memories (which I really can't let go of). First I saw Claudia, I was walking into the Library for the first time and she was practicing how to resurrect rabbits hahaha. It was pretty funny at the time and we became good friends after that, we both helped each other a lot with the magic stuff. Then I met you and Sunny after that, oh my, you looked so beautiful. If my memory is right, you wore that big long uneven crown your sister gave you, a beautiful V-neck and those shoulder pads that I've always loved. Ha, that time Sunny tripped from the excitement of getting to see other black queens and made you fall down in front of me, I think I've loved you ever since that moment.
And well, I became a Nobody. That was not a choice, it was something that was going to happen, and I enjoyed that last day very much. After that, I felt dead, wandering in the world without purpose and without the people I loved. It was a very hard road, really, very hard. I shared everything with you, you were the person I trusted the most and I don't regret it at all. Since what happened to me with Gears, mom's death and my loneliness, you were the best thing that could have happened to me and I love you with all my heart. Wish me luck on my new path.
I really feel like a crazy woman writing this, but it gives me peace of mind, so, it was worth doing it one last time.